i need to cry

January 17, 2011

I need to cry. I’m taking this really hard. No one to talk to. No one to share it with. The right time. The right tune. The right mood. All of these may just burst out.


Tanduay Ice

December 17, 2010

Tanduay Ice is my current favorite. Tastes like juice, smooth, but drink it ice cold. I had a first taste of this during the Panagbenga (?) Festival in Baguio last February 2010. It was just out of curiosity that we tried a bucket and the rest is history. Loved it, liked it, adored it. Tastes like Gin + Pomelo, but a lot smoother and better.

What’s your experience with this drink?


videoke karaoke nights

December 11, 2010

Was I able to tell you that you are the best singer that I know? In fact, that’s one of the things I was attracted to you. Videoke/karaoke nights will never be the same… Like when I am able to hear your wonderful voice, your selection of songs, your vocal range. Absolutely fantastic.


greenhills night market. sheep.

November 30, 2010

Naaalala ko last year, nagpaplan na tayo mamili ng office gifts natin. We were making a list of people who warranted our gift. Though small it maybe, I realized, it’s really not how big or how small the gift is but rather, cliche it might be, the thought counts.

Ganun ka ka-wonderful. Ang thoughtful. Ang nice. Your actions make people smile. Do you see how their faces light up when you gave them the gifts? Ang saya.

Remember how you made me cry that Christmas morning? You and Sheep. Thank you. You would never know how much it meant to me.


i miss you

November 24, 2010

I love you
I miss you
I know we may never be together again
I know everything is my fault
I am sorry
I love you


no title

May 27, 2009

as big as the world is your tummy,
i like taking bites it’s so yummy.

soft,huggable and round,
i could sleep on it safe and sound.

i like squeezing and jiggling the rings of fat,
they are brown and oh-so-warm that’s a fact.

the best part is that they cry every once in a while,
it means they are hungry again..and that makes me smile.ΓΌ


Dream: the sea, you, old friends

September 21, 2008

I just had a bad dream.

It was a stormy night, i was near the sea. You, me, and some of my old friends.

We went to the beach, there was a pier. Raining hard. Big waves hitting the pier.

Nauuna ka lang sa akin ng konti. Biglang tumalon. Nagdive, feet first, mula sa piyer. Wala kag sinabi. Basta mo lang ginawa. Hinabol kita, ngunit hindi na nakita. Sumigaw ako, wala kang sagot. Lahat ng to nangyari ng may mga malalakas na along humahampas sa mga matitibay na semento ng piyer.

Fast Forward. Umaga na. Ang dmaing tao sa dagat. May sumabay palang lumubog na barko sa di malayong dako ng karagatan. Nasabay kagabi sa lakas ng bagyong tumama sa gilid na ito ng lupain. MAy umiiyak, tumatakbo, miron, mga naghihintay ng tulong.

Sa ulo ko ay may naririning ako, may humihingi ng tulong. Paulit-ulit. Alam ko ikaw yun. Alam ko humihingi ka ng tulong sa akin. Takbo ako ng takbo. Paroo’t parito sa dalampasigan. Umaasa na makikita ka.

May nadaanan akong lifeguard tower. Yung parang sa Baywatch. NAnghingi ako ng tulong. Itinuro ko yung lugar na huli kitang kasama, kung saan ka tumalon.

Sa malayo nakita kita. Nakangiti, nakapalit ng damit. Naka-cap na green. Tinakbo kaagad kita para makita kung ikaw nga. Ikaw nga! Tinawag kita kaso bigla kang tumakbo. Hinabol kita ng hinabol. Hanggang sa macorner kita sa sa isang puno. Sa buong habulan natin, tawa ka ng tawa. Pero ayaw mo namang tumigil.

Nung macorner na kita, napahinto ang pagtawa mo. Napalitan ng lungkot. You  had a very sad face.

Then, I woke up. It was time to go to the john.

Your sad image made me think. Are you holding back something? Something you really want to tell me? Or ask me?